Thank you baby for making it better!

Just when I thought my life was perfect; nothing could
change or take him away. I had it all; him, a job, plans for the future.
Everyday I prayed to God this wouldn't happen, but it did.
Now what should I do? I forgave him! Yes I did!
But I just cant get it out my head,
was it my fault you did it?
Why did you do it?
Why did you lie to me?
You promised you wouldn't!!!
Was it worth our love?
You knew what could happen!
But you still took the chance you let your D**K
do all the thinking.
Don't worry about her shell be gone (bang bang...right?)
I guess Ill keep praying Ill get over it and move on.
I still love you I still want to marry you.
I still want to have your baby.
I still want to be yours.
Ill still be next to you for all times.
But just give me time to get over this pain
you caused me.
Don't worry Ill be fine.
But how could you have looked me in the eyes and tell me you loved me after?
How could you touch me and be ok?
How could you do anything and be OK?
Because I dont know Ill ask god to help me understand.
I PROMISE I WONT LEAVE YOU!
But I just need time to understand and get over it.
But I forgive you. But its gonna be hard to get it out my head. But I got to do it. Because I find myself asking:
Why me?
Why us?
WHY???
All I know is I love you!
I really do!
How do I show you?
Sometimes this makes me wanna cry
but I just hold my head up high
and pray this will never happen again.
If it does Ill pray that God will take me home
so I don't have to deal with this pain again.
It already killed me so much inside,
hopefully one day you'll fully understand
how I truly feel about you. That you
really are my life, my world, my everything.
I feel the same just like I felt on Sept. 6, 2006, when
we decided we wanted to be together forever. I still remember our first kiss.

I love you and forgive you. You have showed me now that you
love me and want to be with me and we are perfect and
you did this cause I know you truly do love me with
all your heart. Thats why I can't wait till the day I say I DO and become your wife.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY
P.S REMEMBER WHEN YOU GAVE ME MY RING, YOU ASKED ME TO PROMISE YOU TO BE FAITHFUL AND TO NEVER LEAVE YOU. WELL I'M STILL FOLLOWING THRU WITH THAT PROMISE. I AWAYS WILL!
I PROMISE.......
I WOULD NEVER HURT YOU BECAUSE I WOULD HATE FOR YOU TO FEEL THE PAIN I FELT.
FOREVER & EVER BABY! I LOVE YOU!