Put and end 2 it

A gun nmy left hand
knife in right
let me out and end 2 this horrific sight
i might use the knife
2end my life
or the gun
1 blow and imdone
i hear the cops comin
i gotta do it fast
i got the gun 2 my head
4get the rest
they kicked in the door
i have 2 do this fast
but i got a bitmore time
he grab's my hand
BOOM....that's the end
JUST WHAT I WANTED
but not my falt