Alone

I feel so alone
no one is here
to save me
from the darkness with in

the time of the dragon
though he comes
there maybe one
who can help

he is the one i love
he may have cheated
he may have broken my heart
when I'm with him

i feel magical
no one can touch me
i feel safe
i feel wanted

i feel sad
depressed
angry
dissipated

but i love him
even though
he hurt me
i could not do as he did

i am to forgive
forget
can not forget or
forgive him

he broke my heart
left with a piece
all thats left
is scared

no more shall i return
this is the last
if broken again
i will not forgive
i will not trust man

though i wish it
it will not come
for he is more important to me
than anything
will remain until i die

for my heart belongs to him
for now i deserve this dismay
this my internal punishment
for what i have done

to be alone
i no longer believe in
god i believe in only evil

and thous who ignore it
those who seek away out
no matter what there is no way
no heaven

just evil and the rest of us
no one is good
no one cares
thats the way it works

being alone

OK ya ll this is an old poem one i just found again its one i wrote before hearts on sleeve but i have changed my views since 2 years ago enjoy