He Broke Me

Mom is crying,
And even now the blade is lying.

I cant be bleeding,
With a heart that is no longer beating.

Locked myself in the bathroom,
Saw the pills sitting on the shelf.

Turned on the shower.
And listened to my thoughts screaming even louder.

Felt a hole that would never fill,
A piece of me that is missing still.

Knew the world was crashing down,
Forgotten promises hitting the ground.

Knew the truth would never be found,
But never thought my life would get this turned around.

Blair the music to lessen the sound,
Show not the world that I am breaking down.

Hide these tears,
Try to forget these fears.

Lost myself in your eyes,
And now I realize that was not wise.

All I wanted was to see you smile,
Even if it was for a little while.

But now youre walking,
And there is no time left for talking.

Nothing left but hating,
And death is now what my heart is debating.

When you left you took a piece of me,
And so to that my heart decrees.

Im sorry I ever said I love you.