Longing for your love

I lay here looking into the darkness.Wandering into my dreams, every day
I see these tear fall.

I hear my heart beating;
I can't feel you here;
Laying next to me;
I need your warmth;
Because my heart is cold.

The shaking of my hands will not stop;
I long for your painful love;
Even after every hit, every bruse.
I still love you;

I don't think i can do this anymore;

I'm sorry this is my goodbye;
I stop there tears when the sun comes alive.
No one will know this sad side of me;

I want to say i love you once more;
But why do i love you
After all the hate and tears
I'm sorry, I don't love you anymore.