So Near, Yet So Far

Whenever you come near me,
Whenever you put your arms around me,
Whenever you hold my hand,
I wished it meant you loved me.

They say that words can lie but actions can't.
Actions do lie.
All you do, it's all lies.
If any of this meant I was special to you,
Then how can a dozen other girls mean the same to you.

I wish that when you come near me,
It's because you want to be with me
I wish that when you put your arms around me,
It's because you don't want to let go of me.
I wish that when you hold my hand,
It's because you want to stay with me.

I want to be the only one to get near you.
I want to be the only one in your arms.
I want my hand to be the only hand you hold.
I want all these just for me.

I want to be the ONE.
Not just like everybody else.
The only ONE.

I want to utter these words to you so bad,
But I don't have the guts to.
I don't want to lose the friendship we have.
I don't want to scare you away.
Coz I just might.
If I tell you that
I have fallen for you...

You're so near, yet so far!