Hurt

I never thought something so simple could hurt me so much
Does it matter to me?
Yes.
Does it make me cry?
Of course.
Can you see the pain in my eyes when I look @ him?
Sure.
Will he change?
Probably not.
Would he stop if I asked him too?
No.
Will he change for me?
I hope so.
You sure?
Who am I kidding.
He'd chose it over me.
Why?
Cause that shiit matters more.
Do you like seeing him like that?
I can't take it....
Would you leave?
Idk
Maybe.
Yes.
Why?
Cause he found his new lover.
And apparently it tastes better than me.
Takes the pain away better than I do...
I ask myself all these questions.
I've made them well known.
But what does he do?
Opens one more.