I wana die

Don't try and tell me you understand
don't tell me u care
unless u have lived inside my body shell
unless u have thought my thoughts felt no pain cried my tears, no one cares about me or how i feel I'm just a lost soul that the world has forgot
i want die i wana end my life
when i die i want a red rose because its red
red is the color i bleed wen i was in pain over all the years, put in water for all the nights i cried them tears
i hate my life so much

please comment on my poem
this is how in truly feel