..itS rEalLy hArd tO shOw evErybOdy hOw i fEel...
..scArd oF LetTing thEm knOw whAts bOthEring mE...
..sOmetimEs wOuld bE aN excElLent rEmedY...
..tO ovErshAdOw tHE teArs fRom mY eyEs....
..i hiDe thE pAin bY smiLing,.i hiDe thE teArs bY lAfing,,
..& i hiDe thE sAdneSs bY lYing..& sOmetimEs i wAnt
..tO trAde mY lifE jUst tO experiEnce A minUte
..Of hApinEss thAt wiLl reAlLy chAnge evErythiNg...bUt
..thATs wAt mAKes iT iRonic..thE moRe i seEk
..fOr hApPineSs thE moRe i LOse iT...:c
