To my lover after dying

To my lover :
If you are reading this, I probably had left this world and what is in it and reached my creator
i am sorry
i did not tell you that i was dying and the cancer was all over my weak body

baby

i am sorry about lying to you when you asked me the reason of becoming so thin..

i am sorry for all those times i made you wait in that old dinar where we use to meet..

I'm sorry i made you wear that funny looking hat on Christmas..
but still you made me laugh all day long..

i am sorry i didn't kiss you good bye before i leave..
you know i would if i had a chance

baby

please do not cry over me,
i will visit you in your dreams and that is a promise..

please tell your sister that i am sorry i could not come to her wedding..
you know that i wanted to..

baby

please wipe away your tears and smile for me
someday you and I will meet again
somewhere above the skies
where we will be together again..

PS:with you i never felt like dying..
i felt that i was having the best days of my life..
I love you.