Somtimes

Sometimes I wonder
what it is about you I love,
why I am afraid to lose you,
and what would happen if you
were to stop loving me.
Sometimes I think
I am the luckiest girl ever
and why, because I have
you in my life.
Sometimes I know
you love me, but other times I wonder
if you do.
Sometimes I hear
that you're cheating on me, and
I try not to let it go to my head,
but the times it does go to my head
I regret the things I do, and
the things that I say.
Sometimes we
argue on the phone, but
other times we laugh or
cry, but in it all
I want you to know
that I sit at night, and
think how finally I have
someone that's worth something
and that actually means
something to me, and also
that I pray that we will be
together forever no matter what and
that I think about you all the time.