All alone

Have you ever felt all alone?
Even though their are four other beings who reside in your home.
A real conversation is what I wish to have ,
one that doesn't consist of...
"honey , mommy , can you do this or that".
Someone who appreciates all the things I give.
Who wants to be around when theres nothing in it for them.Some to laugh with, cry with, make passionate love to.Someone to hold tightly when feeling blue.
Someone who's around not just for food ,favorite program on t.v. or when their balls are turning blue.
I thought that someone was you ,but after three years, I now know the truth.I sit here and wonder is it ever going to change? Will you ever keep any of the promises you made?
How long can I sit here? How long can I wait ?
Cause all this loneliness is driving me insane!