Scared

I've always seen myself as a girl
Who didn't really need anyone
Who didn't depend on anyone
Who could solve her one problems

I never really showed my feelings
They were mine alone
I kept the door shut
I made it on my own

Of course I have my friends
Who I can't live without
But still, I protected myself with a shield
So I didn't fully depend on them

But things have changed now
And I've never been so scared before
I feel like I'm losing myself
And I don't know what to do

Because you've opened the door
No one ever opened before
And now I'm not the same girl anymore
The one who didn't need anyone

Because I need you now
To hold me when I cry
When I used to like being alone
I want to be in your arms now

I don't know what's wrong with me
I hate to depend on anyone
I hate to claim anyone
But I can't stop doing it

I hate to be this insecure
To search for confirmation
That someone needs me too
That I'm wanted too

I'm sorry if I scare you sometimes
I scare myself even more
But I can't stop feeling like this
I guess I just love you

* I know it sucks, and the grammar is probably bad, but this is how I feel at the moment *