My Life story

I knew you were special
From when I first saw you
In the end I pushed you away
Coz of the pain I put you through

We were friends
The best of friends
I wanted it to last
But it didn't in the end

I cried so many tears
But it didn't bring you back
You left two things in my heart
A footprint and a crack

Next came the depression
The end to all things good
I wish you were there to take it away
Like I knew you could

The knife came soon after
Leaving scars on my arm
It's because I miss you
That's why I self harm

That was the last two years
Now I'm fourteen
I know its not the worst story
You will have ever seen

But its my life story
I'm writing to let it out
Expressing myself
That's what its about

I'm not looking for attention
I don't want you to feel sorry
Im just simply telling
My life story!