Questions...

Why did i trust you
to be the carer of my heart
what was i thinking
handing it to you from the start?

who was i kidding
when i told everybody i was your only one
why didn't i realize
that boys play girls as if they were toy guns.

why did i spend
extra time getting ready for you
why did i believe
every word you said to be true

i cant believe how much
i tried to be perfect
and now i begin to ask myself,
was it really worth it?

the answer...
no. i didn't think so.