Why me

I can not trust anyone
My friends turn there back on me
Only two stayed
There is a bad rumor going around
People I do not even know make fun of me!
Because the friend I once trusted spread a rumor
It spread like a fire
A fire that can not be stopped
I really wish I could stop it but I can not, can I?
O why me?
I lay here in my bed crying because I do not know what to do
I have been hurt so badly that no one can help me now
O why did I ever trust her?
I fell like I am going though a battle
A battle for my life
For my soul
I do not know what to do
Am I loosing this battle?
Why am I battling for my soul?
My sol is white
And this thing that it is battling is black
It calls itself depression
And it says that I might be happy with it
My soul tells me not to give in but what am I supposed to do?
Depression takes a step to me
But my soul goes in front of me
All I can do is cry
I have been crying all day
Depression has won the battle
I can not see anything but black
Depression says Ill get use to it
I saw something white.
It was my soul
It said to me that it knows I have not truly given in
My soul over takes depression
And now I can see beautiful colors
I am happy now but no one can fix the pain i have felt
O why me?