You tell yourself today is the day,
You think in your head and you say.
No one can save me,
No one can see.
That my heart is broken and dead,
And it’s the only thought in your head.
You cry and cry,
You do it so much you think you will die.
You say to yourself “let’s speed up the time”,
In your head you see your self mime.
See yourself mime your very own death,
You’re going to kill yourself and be a theft.
A theft of your hopes, dreams and life,
And over your wrist you hold the knife.
It’s the only way out of all this pain,
You’ve tried so much your going insane.
You lost all hope and lost all care,
Inside you stall but to yourself you dare.
Dare yourself to do it to your wrist,
Your grip the knife in your fist.
You think of the times in the past,
You life flashes by you so, so fast.
You see you mom and you see your dad,
You think of the life you could of have had.
You see yourself laughing and having a good day,
But you never thought you could take that all away.
All your friends and people that care,
Are right there at your grave and stare.
They are looking at who you were,
They kept telling themselves I can’t believe it’s her.
You don’t know why,
You tell yourself a lie.
You made yourself believe that it would never get better,
You even said in your suicide letter.
You said I love you,
To everyone you knew.
You didn’t think you would hurt anyone,
But you can’t take back what you’ve done.
You made a wrong choice,
And you listened to the voice.
The one in the back of your head,
That keep telling you, you should be dead.
Right before you died,
You told yourself you tried.
You failed at everything you had done,
For the war of life was not won.
