Still Me

I lie here empty
No feeling at all
Wanting your heart
Wanting you here
I need you so badly
I miss you my dear
The sparkle in my eyes
Has slowly started to die
Because all the love in my heart
Is starting to run up dry
I'm lying here waiting
For someone to come sweep me off my feet
But will the prince I am waiting for
Save me from the consequences of my own defeat?
Or will he fail to conquer the demons that haunt my past
That invade my soul and mind
Leaving me restless and broken in time
Will love turn its back on me?
Leaving me lying in my woes forever?
Twisting and turning the delicates of my heart into pieces
Leaving me hopeless, wrecked and lost
Longing for true love
Longing to be saved
Wishing to be free from the torment in my mind
Yet I remain captivated in my fears
The weight of the world pushing down on my chest
As I gasp for the air to fill me
And fight to survive against the nightmares in my head
Silver teardrops escape my eyes and trickle down my cheeks
And I am alone
And I am not free
And I hate to admit it
But I am still me