I'm not quite sure if i love him or not
i don't think the pain I've suffered have been forgot
& i know he didn't cause all that pain
but it still hurts all the same
i want to be with him, honestly i do
but theres to many problems i can't get through
i know I'd never wish to be numb
but i can't help it, i hate what I've become
I've lost all my dearest friends
& realized most were pretend
i thought they cared for me
i guess i was to gullible to not believe
& some days i miss them
from a.m. to p.m.
but what can i do?
its not something you can fix with glue.
