Scars

People ask why do I cut????? If I am suffering or If I want attention???? If I could really kill myself???? Well here is the answer............................... Cutting is a way to show others that im not weak even when I cry. I believe in the saying "What doesent kill you makes u stronger" and its true. Every time I see the blood I think about what had happend. I start to think if there is a good father I have heard that he is suppost to love and protect me well not mine he is not that kind he is the kind of father who doesent care about his kids he rather get drunk and buy drugs than us. There is a lot of stuff happening but i cant tell... but every day i feel less alive i fell like if there is nobody that can help me. These scars are every tear i had and will cry.