Without A Pulse

It cant be true, i wont believe it, its certantly a lie.
how could it happen, why did it happen?
i dont deserve this.
i said my prayers, i said i love you, i said please and thank you.
i said forgive me, i said im sorry, i just need one clue.
one clue of how this happened, why it happened, i never did wrong!
how could it be true. how could it be possible.that he's here in my arms, without a pulse.