God Knows I Love You

I know it sounds wrong
I know I shouldn't care
Yet here I am
Wallowing in my despair

Why do I look at her
And only see you?
I say that I love her
But I know it's not true

You're still in my heart
You're still on my mind
With all that you've done
You'd think that I'm blind

Every tear that falls to the floor
Every crack in my heart
I come running back to you
As if it were still the start

No, I don't blame you
For this is all my doing
You tell me you aren't coming back
Yet it is you I am still pursuing

I want to let go
God knows I do
But how can I do that
I'm still so in love with you