I miss you

I have nowhere to go
I have no where to turn to
This world I live in has nothing to hold on to!

With you being gone
Everything has been wrong
And for you my dear father I long!

I long see your beautiful face
I can imagine u standing there in the distance
Looking down at me!

I miss your smile!
I miss your love!
I miss you!

I miss all we had
And wish for all we didnt have
And now all stands still!

I need you back in my life!
I need you here with me
Because with out you Im nothing!

I cant do anything with out you!
I dont want to do anything without you!
It hurts to even think of you!

Why dear god?
Why did you have to take him now?
Now out of all the times!

I cant understand,
There was still so much he had to do!
He didnt even get back home!

We all wanted him back
But his decision was to stay.
Did he know?

Did he know about his departure?
And about what he was leaving behind?
He left us behind.

Why dear god?
Why did you have to take him?
Out of all the people!

His love, no one can give me!
His smile no one can show me!
His warmth no one can hold me!

Missing him is tormenting me!
I just need him here,
Just for one more minute

I just want you to know,
Im sorry and I love you,
Always have and always will!