There are so many things
That always trouble me
I struggle against their binds
To finally break free
The more I struggle to pull away
The farther back I go
I'm giving up slowly
My heart isn't in it anymore
One day I lift my head
To see you standing there
Holding out a helping hand
And showing that you care
At first I was a bit reluctant
To let you lend a hand
Because my trust is long gone
But soon enough I see
Meeting you gave me a chance
To live my life again
Problems started disappearing
Slowly, one-by-one
And even though they're not all gone
You're always there to help or care
I feel I owe you oh so much
But all you want is my trust
*Note* Justin is my ex now. We went out for three months, and he helped me change so much. I'll be forever grateful for what he taught me, what he showed me, and what he made me feel. He was different than a lot of people, and he's one of those rare guys you don't find to often. I took it forgranted, and came to see that I shouldn't have. He was my first love, but it just wasn't meant to be. So I'm happy now with my new boyfriend, but I'll be forever grateful for the lessons I've learned from Justin and I hope that someday we can be friends again. Just like before we were going out.
