Mistakes

Mistakes
Sneering looks,
leering eyes.
The way they look at me,
makes me want to die.
I'm a mistake,
I shouldn't be here.
Everyone hates me,
they've made it perfectly clear.
Why can't I be normal,
just like everyone else.
Why can't I be different,
someone other than myself.
God made a mistake,
that mistake would be me.
I want to be pretty,
thats what I want to be.
I'm stupid and ugly,
not good enough for them.
I want to be different,
they would all love me then.
I'm God's mistake,
something messed up.
God doesn't love me,
I know that much.
I'm a mistake,
always have, always will be.
I'm not good enough,
and God doesn't love me.