Why?

Why do i bother
why do i hope
why do i try
how do i cope

he said he wants to be with me
yet he is hardly ever near me
he rarely speaks to me
I'm dying inside cant he see

he knows i want him
so he leads me on
then shoves me out the way
my pain he feeds upon

I'm done with this shit
he can go to hell
and i wouldn't care
i hope he rots in an old smelly cell

*not one of my best so i would love any comments plz