You tell me not to do it

You tell me not to do it
but I'm not strong like you
i fall apart so easily
whereas your stuck together like glue

you tell me not to do it
but its a part of me
its just the way i am now
and soon enough you'll see

you tell me not to do it
but i just cant stop
i see the blood fall
every day just like a rain drop

you tell me not to do it
but thats not good enough
i need to be with you
but you'll stop talking to me if i stop this stuff

i would be able to stop it
if you would love me back
but i know you never will
becuase in your eyes theres something that i lack

*as always would love any comments plz