Thoughts i had after u left

Seems like its been so long since i felt your presents cause since u left me i cant bare the pain by my self. I'm used to u being there 4 me n now when i fall i fall the hardest ever n 4 the first time i realize how much, how much i need you. Cause now your gone n my sky's r blue. What am i to do. every second its you. there in my head. the good the bad the ugly. I'm at mi end so don't nudge me. hold me. do the things we would do to each other when in each others company. while i do your chores, n u explore culinary. because u used to be my hero, did not let any situation scare u, no being could come between u n your goal. u would break your own rules.just 4 the shake of our safety, that we, would always b. but hero's don't turn there back on there followers. you haven't turned your back but i still feel the distance.