DEAD

No one wonders where I am, no one really cares
but why?
Why do I just live this boring lie,
acting like nothing is wrong.
When really my whole world is crumbling,
All i can hear is everyone mumbling.

As if i am dead,
Can i prove it,
with my screaming heart.
Will i feel it,
burn through me.
Can i cry,
I can't feel my tears.
But why?
Why do i just waste this life
Is it real,
it seems like a nightmare.
Will it heal,
my broken and beaten heart.
Or will i once again just giggle and pretend I'm fine.

I sit here and wonder why i can't die,
why isn't it my time?
Everyone thinks i am fine, but in reality I am DEAD.
Thats all I am, all I can show, all that my mind projects, is DEAD in big flashing neon red letters is,
Dead....Dead....Dead....