Fighting the Urge

Shaking insides
Hollow soul
My heart is racing
I'm out of control

Emotions consume me
Thoughts fill my head
It's so overwhelming
I'd rather be dead

An image of blades
And blood is so strong
It's all I can see
I've been tempted too long

It's time to give in
It's too hard to fight
My being craves pain
It's wrong but it's right