Dearest Mother,
I never meant to make you hurt. I never meant to break your heart. I never meant to say I hate you. I never expected for you to say you hated me too. I'm sorry I made our relationship fail. I'm sorry I pushed you to depression. This is my confession, of how I realy felt. You abandoned me. You left me for him. How could you do that to me!??! How could you love his children more than your own? How could you do that to me!??!
Nevertheless this is not your fault. You were the greatest mother, you just had a slip. I love you, Mom. I am sorry for all the pain and hurt I caused you.
Dearest Father,
Daddy's lil' girl was I not? What happened to our relationship? Did you stop loving me? Or were you afraid to show me that you still did? Why did you replace my spot in your heart with two other people? Was I not good enough for you? I wish I could turn back time and make you love me again. I'm sorry for letting you down. You were all I could hope for in a daddy. I love you.
Dearest Brother,
Although I was never with you much you meant alot ot me. It was nice to know that if I needed you, you would be there for me. I am thankful for all those times you gave me rides to places. I'm sorry for not respecting you the way I should have. I love you, and I am sorry.
To my friends,
Thank you, to those who stuck around while I went through my many phases. Thank you for dealing with my boy problems. Thank you, to those who did not, for not judging me. Thank you for standing up for me. I love you, and I will miss you.
To my dearest loved one,
This is not your fault, not the slitest bit. You were what kept me along as long as I was along. I needed you, and I thank you with all my heart for being there. I feel as if I cannot fill all of the requirements for you. Although you say I do. I want to stick around for you, but I can't take the pressure of this world anymore. I love you more than anything in the world. I am sorry.
To the rest of my family,
You never knew what went through my head, I know you would have tried to help, but you cannot help me. I am long past the saving point. I love you, and I'm sorry.
Everyone,
Please remember me, do not ever forget me, but do not miss me, do not greive, for I will see you again.
