Please excuse me while i kill myself softly,
slit the wrist of a girl once strong,
she wished that someday she would belong,
but she knew that day would never come,
look at the creature she has become,
blood runs down her arms,
doing some harm,
she grew weary of waiting,
tired of all the hating
hang her neck in this noose,
she jumps and hopes her neck snaps loose,
"daddy why do u and mommy keep screaming,"
"nothing baby girl go back to dreaming,"
a stab to the chest,
she knew someday she would be the best,
who knew she was so depressed,
always covering it up with a fake smile,
she hasn't seen happiness in awhile,
"daddy where did mommy go?"
she sits there with eyes full of tears,
"she had to go to a special place she took a vital blow"
her heart unable to repair,
she walks home from school on a lonely day,
not knowing what her dad was about to display,
he walked with a bit of a sway,
she thinks shes worthless,
she tries to yell,
but hopes of anyone hearing blown to hell,
"daddy why aren't you living with us?"
"Sorry baby girl daddy has to go for a little bit"
so please excuse her while she kills her self,
slit the wrist of a girl once so strong,
a girl who never did belong,
put her neck in a noose
watch it snap loose,
take a stab to the chest,
she never was the best
watch her fall to the ground,
and hope she drowns,
watch her go without a sound,
watch her body lie motionless in place,
watch her lose the heartbeat race,
she knows she died a disgrace,
another life misplaced.
"daddy you never did change, i cant believe you used to be my hero"
