Reason behind those breath

Waking up every night
thinking about those words
wondering if they came out right
I am selfish , Yes , I'm wrong
I know you'd never want to hear
Those silly words all along

Sending you gifts
Sending you love
Sending you that beautiful memory of you
for the pass one year

Now that I'm dead
I want you to see
The life god gave me,
Was meant for you
Not me.

I've found out the reason behind my breath
It's to tell you I love you
all that I've said,
They're pure and true
My job is done
My task is fulfilled

My soul now reside
in the grave.
facing the tide.

and I realized,
my face will never lie.
in those pair of beautiful eyes