THE THOUGHTS U HAD OF ME IS WRONG ! YEAH WRONG

CRY CRY CRY ALL ALONE
RUN RUN RUN FAR AWAY
SCREAM SCREAM NO ONE WILL HEARS ME
WRITE WRITE WRITE TILL MY HANDS ARE SHAKING
HATE HATE HATE MY SELF THESE DAYS MORE
HEART BEATS HEART BEATS ARE COMING SLOWER
I ...........DON'T CARE
BUT DON'T TELL ME I WAS ALL WRONG GIRL ..
WELL .... YOU KIND OF GET ME WROOOOONG
AND CLOSE THIS SUBJECT AS A SOLVED PROBLEM ..
bUT TO ME NOW IT IS AN OPEN WAR TO ME
YEAH I CAN'T BEAT THE ENEMY ...
THEY KILLED MY SOUL WITH THEIR SHARP KNIFE
THAT MADE MY LAST BREATH STOPPED AND END JUST BY A SECOND ...
I'M ALIVE AGAIN ... BECAUSE IT WAS ME
ME WHO DID TO MY SELF
BECAUSE I CAN'T PASS THOUGHT MY PROBLEM EASILY ...
JUST KEEP IT IN YOUR MIND ...
WHEN MY DAYS I WERE IN , WHEN I WAS ALIVE , I WISHED YOU COULD HELP ME OR SOMETHING BUT U DIDN'T AND THEN DON'T ASK YOUR SELF WHY DID SHE DID TO HER SELF TO DIE ?
WANNA KNOW THE ANSWER ?
BECAUSE OF MY LIFE SUUUUUUUUCKZ THESE DAYS ..WHEN YOU SAY I'M LIKE BLA BLA BLA ...
KNOWING THAT I ALWAYS CRY AND NO I'M NOT EMOTIONAL OR I'M NOT THAT SILLY .
I'M CRYING FOR THE TIMES I HAD MAJOR PROBLEM LIKE UNLOVELINESS PROBLEMS THAT I CAN'T EVEN SOLVE THEM ....
JUST EVERYTHING IN ME IS GOING DOWN ...