Pointless arguments
harsh words tend to slip out
people get disappointed in me
about things i remember nothing about
anger stuck in my head
my thoughts are never steady
soon to come to the painful realization
that i will never be ready
i wish i could say I'm confused
that i dot know whats going on
but the truth is i know it very well
because its been going on so long
soon to be growing tired
seeing shades of Grey
having to apologize to people
when my anger pushes them away
