Death of my bro

I didn't want you to go. i never even got a chance to say hello. why did this have to happen. i wanted to watch you grow. i wanted to see your first step, hear your first word, i wanted to teach you knew things every day. i wish this didn't happen everyday i wonder what it would be like if u were alive, its so hard seeing all your stuff here, baby clothes, crib, pacifier. i wish u were here. i miss you so much.