So here I am just sitting here
Wondering what will become of this fear.
I sit here and wonder just what I did
For if my mother knew she would forbid
Im so young you see
how could this ever be
would god choose this fate for me
I do deserve it to some degree
Its my own stupid fault
but will i have to put my life on halt.
I really hope not, I hope the answer is no
I don't need a baby, my belly to grow.
I want to start school, make my parents proud.
But I know I could do both I think out loud.
What am i supposed to do in this situation.
Why couldn't i fight that one temptation.
If that night hadn't of occurred
I would have really preferred
Maybe I shouldn't of drank
I guess I have you to thank
Wow what am I saying
in my head all this is playing
Things will be o.k, I just know they will
My life, my dreams I will fulfill.
Time is ticking, the days are longer
Inside all this feelings are stronger
I guess all I'll have to do is wait
Wait for tomorrow, wait for my fate
