Nonsense

Sometimes i just wanna sit down and cry
but the wall between my heart and mind wont allow me
i have no connection; it makes me so empty that i have
to let go of you knowing i really don't want to
whats the point of this torture
lets stop this stupidity
I'm not in the mood for guessing games
tell me you love me; or tell me you hate me
lets get this together again or why don't
you just pin it to my head
tell me whats really going on
why does this have to be my fault
tell me before i explode because I'm getting mad
especially when you treat me like trash
and i hate that i cant cry; i feel my heart
and my mind about to collide.