If I were to ask you out

How could I say it to you
Should I start off with hello
Followed by a no that she might say
Consequences they all have pay
If she says yes I'll feel great
If no I'll feel guilt
But when I see you I shutter flutter
Lose my words like when I speak with my mother
It's your face too beautiful to face and I replace
My fears of denial that I keep seeing
Repeating chorus of everlasting singing that I hate
Hate that I can't say to you what I want
You mean a lot to me in so many ways
And yet I can't speak a word of this
Am I sick maybe I'am blind out of my mind
To let you slip away I'am running out of time
Girls go quick nowadays and it's too late to change
Maybe it's me I'am not ready for her
She's like a book I've never read
Places I've yet to attend
But still if maybe I could just say
Girl I love you and I want you bad
And if you say no I'am gonna be sad
But I understand things workout we move on
I'am still listening to this melody of the song