Only Friends( please read this!!!!!)

Sometime i wonder if i have the strength to last in a place where I'm hated
My mom resents me, my dad don't want me, other than looks you can hardly tell we're related
Foul language and hateful words thrown in my face
When is God going to take me out of this horrible place

I think she resents me because i remind her of my dad
Better yet maybe she hates me cause I have something she never had
A kind heart, not to mention I'm smart, a pretty smile, love, even brains
While she's struggling to keep a man, she's mentally insane

But why should i suffer when she's the one hurting inside
She takes her frustrations out on my body creating bruises i can no longer hide
My body aches from the beatings and screaming
Not only on the outside, but in the inside, I'm bleeding

Sometimes i feel like my life is coming to an end
I've been raped and abused by so many different men
But the things I've been through and the things I'm going through is going to make me stronger in the end
But for now a belt and her fist are my only friends