For Just One Second

I could say I could die of a broken heart,
But that would be untrue.
I know exactly what you might think,
But it wasn't meant for you.
Just look away and don't turn back,
I don't want to see you again,
Because if I do,
I just might never find a beginning or an end.
I'll sit here and watch the white walls turn red,
And sink into the dieing night,
And retire to my bed.
But if you think for one second
That I was thinking of you,
I'll shut your eyes and shut mine too.
I can't find trust,
I can't find a friend.
All I see is a huge dead end,
Covered with red bricks that I can't see through,
And just for one second,
I was thinking of you.