The Things I Do (Natalie's Poem. <3)

The things I do

I dont know why

I want to do them

I drink

I do drugs

I give my body away

No one will ever find out

I say to myself

I can tell all my friends

Theyll never tell on me

Dont I feel cool

From all these things Ive done

I know its wrong

But I like it anyways

I brag about it

Im only 14

Ive had my first drink

Ie had my first smoke

Ive done my first guy

Man do I feel mature

No one can be like me

No one will ever know

Ive snuck off into the night

Quiet as I can be

No one ever heard me

Boy am I smooth

Days go by

I get away with it all

But one day they tell

My friends betray me

They tell someone everything

My parents find out

They are broken hearted

How could they tell them?

Look what they did to me!

I thought I had it all under control

What can I do now

They know everything now

Im trapped in a corner

I can not get out of this one

What will happen to me

Tears roll down my cheeks

I scream at them

They scream back

I feel so much

Im so scared

I have to face the truth

I have to deal with what Ive done wrong

Why did I do this...

God help me.