Pride...

Why does it have to be so hard
To be the way i am
I know how i feel
But i'll try and change if i can

I'm actually quite proud
But mum i know your not
Sometimes it just feels
As if you act like you've just completely forgot

Do you think i enjoy this??
Getting the treatment that i do?
Ignoring my sexuality
Just because it suits you!

I wish you would understand
Why i feel this way
But no matter how hard you say you try
You still don't to this present day

It makes me sad
To realize the way you feel
But it must be worse for you
Waking up every morning wishing it wasn't real

But no matter what
You say or do
In my heart
I'll still love you...