I no longer feel happy for some reason. I just feel like everything is going down and i wear a frown because there's no reason left to smile. Even though someone makes me laugh still on the inside I'm hurting and i just want to feel happiness i just want to be happy and free so badly and the weird thing is that honestly i don't know what's wrong with me.
I feel pain everyday, pinches and aches i take a pain reliever but it all still remains... am i crazy am i going insane? nothing no longer feels or seems the same.
So much emptiness, so much depression, so much anger held inside, low self- esteem a little low on pride, don't even know who to let inside been hurt so many times sitting around constantly wanting to cry don't really feel as though i have a life. i don't know what to say and don't know what to do.. no ones really there to turn to.. so many clouds in the sky gray but where's the blue who is there? there for me to turn to..?
