I Still Can't Believe You're Gone...

To this day,
I pray.
That you are in my heart,
so we will never part.

I remember that night,
you used all your will and might.
But it's over.
Every night I never look over my shoulder.

I'm afraid to remember,
what happened that December,
The day before you turned 14.
To me it ended in a dream.

I can still hear you scream
everytime I go to bed,
but I know,
it's all in my head.

You're gone,
and it will never change.
When you ran across my lawn,
to say goodbye.

I told you not to cry,
but you did.
When that bridge collapsed under me,
you tried to pull me up.

I told you to run,
but you stayed with me.
I thought I was done,
but you didn't leave.

You fell,
and I went to hell,
Hell on earth.
I wait by the hearth,
and heard a cry.

It says goodbye,
not to me,
but to you.
I still can't believe you are gone...