Again it happend

Again it happened

The first time it happened
I can't forget I broke your
Heart and I had too. Because
I was molested, how can I love
Someone if I can't love myself

But I loved you still
And we got back together.
I was so happy and so were you.
But with me things never last
For long. I'm never happy for
Long.

One day I went to the police,
But before that we had been
Fighting, I said things I didn't
Mean as did you.

Then I told you I had been
And you didn't care, or so
It seemed.

Then again I said those
Awful things, I can't stand
This anymore it's over,
And just like that again
I hurt us both.

But still I hurt us, as did you
And now I live with this.....
Everyday I apologize,
And I try to move on
And everyday it hurts.
But what's done is done
And nothing can change that.

I tried to die it
Didn't work people
Think it's the easy way,
Others think it happened
Because of our breakup,
I did it cause of the pain,
All the pain I caused
And all the pain caused
Against me.

But still I try and still I hurt
And still we cry to never
Have again what we had.

As I write this I try to move
I try not too cry but for me
Nothing changes.
Nothing is better.
Babe I'm so sorry