Since you been gone

Its been 3month daddy since you been gone.
I get up in the mornings forgetting your departure.
Maybe youll come home one day.
I get on with my normal day and tonight I say.
Tonight youll come home and youll stay.
Even for just one day.
I build a wall around you,
Hoping the reality of your departure will soon be hidden,
And forgotten.
But you still climb over and catch up with me.
Your shadow makes me trip.
How high must the wall be so you fade?

truth is dad,

your not coming back home again!