Why

Does this have to be like this?
I need to know.
I can't stand the suspense.
I'm freaking out.
I can't go there because I'm too scared.
I just want to be your friend.
I'm not like you.
I'm not who you think I am.
Why does this have to be me?
I can't stand it.
I don't want it to be me.
This can't be happening.
Why?