Relying on my best memories

''Do you hate me''? she finally said. after so long her struggling her wondering her pain would slowly fade with just the start of those four words. she waited patiently for his answer he didn't even look at her when he said ah um eh mmm'' she bite down on her tongue suddenly tasting blood,she squeezed her palms with her fingers letting the pain ease in she felt her heart as it filled with agony. she finally looked up at him catching a slight glimmer of his blue eyes just before he looked away. you know she started i have missed you. mmmm he said and he turned just before he took his second step she felt her eyes fill with tears she closed them just in time she took a deep breath and let it out she screamed i never hated you , i just wanted you to know that. he stopped walking he turned around and looked at her. she knew it and he knew it she had let him win... he opened his mouth and started to say something but she stopped him i already know she said eh an mmm... he looked at her stuned
no he said i was going to say i never hated you i miss you too and i am sorry for the events that accrued
she stopped paused looked at him unsure of what she just heard but her heart filled up with love again her stomach filled up with butterflies just the same as they were before she took his hand in hers but then she felt something shaking her it was her mom get up and get ready for school her mom yelled tears filled the girls eyes for it was just a dream i uhhh mmm was all she could get out then she remembered of course it was just a dream he could never love me he hates me