Pain and Anger *acrostic*

People stair at me and laugh
Anger boils up inside me
Insanity is all i can feel
Negative feelings are all around

Addicted to my pain
No one will save me from my self
Disingenuous people acting like they care

Anxiety runs through my blood
Never knowing what could set me off
Gory images of the planed suicide
Emerging feelings and people that really did care
Ridiculous actions came down to this?